(Source: doesnteverybodywanttofallinlove, via kaseypulsifer)
He has officially moved into his dorm, and all settled. I miss him more than anything, his warmth, his facial expressions…He is my everything, I will make this work. It needs to work.
Just when everything I ever wanted was right here, in two weeks it will be gone. He will be gone.
I went on an amazing job interview at Robert Legere Home, it is a luxury retailer. Although, they specialize in home they also dabble into fashion a bit. GOD I NEED THIS JOB! I haven’t heard anything back :(. Wah! I want it so bad. I’m sick of Marshalls, yuck. I wana further my careerrrr. <3 I need to move up the retail ladder. I want to work luxury retail, I will work luxury retail. Goals for the week:
1. Not freak out when he leaves.
2. Not cry too much.
3. Not go into hibration when he leaves.
4. Enjoy every last minute with him.
5.GET A NEW JOB!
6.NOW!
7.Clean my room…..it looks like hurricane hit that shit.
8.It is cause I don’t have time.
9.RAWR.
I wonder what my life will be like in 6 months. What type of job I will have? or if maybe I painted my room? or if I will still be with the same person? Maybe I will be alone? Maybe I won’t live here? Maybe I will hate fashion? Nah. Maybe I will read more? Maybe I will still love school? Maybe I will have a interest? Nah. Maybe I will just be me? Maybe I will give up? Nah. Maybe I will be me, and fuck the rest?